I can't, stop the insects that are feeding.

I can't, stop the insects that are feeding.

Andrea Potenzone

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HEY EVERYONE!! [11 Mar 2007|02:30pm]

i luhv this song!

Jack's Mannequin - Dark Blue

heres the lyrics. GAH its so amazin! <3

Dark Blue:

i have (i have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
i don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
i'll wait (i'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
pick us up off the floor
what did you possibly expect under this condition so

slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
when i'm here with you
i said the world could be burning down (burning down)
Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room well i'm here with you
i said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
just Dark Blue

this flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
beneath my feet, tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
i'll swim (i'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
and now all i can see are the planets in a row
suggesting it's best that i slow down

this night's a perfect shade of
Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room when i'm here with you
i said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room well i'm here with you
i said the world could be burning Dark Blue

we were boxing
we were boxing the stars
we were boxing (we were boxing)
you were swinging for mars
and then the water reached the west coast
and took the power lines (the power lines)
and it was me and you (this could last forever)
and the whole town under water
there was nothing we could do
it was Dark Blue

Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
well i'm here with you
i said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark Blue (Dark Blue)
have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
well i'm here with you
i said the room could be burning now there's nothing but Dark Blue

if you've ever been alone in the Dark Blue
if you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

<3 thank you TJEH for givin meh it.. and thank you ALAINA! for givin it to TJEH!<3.. even though i dont know whom you are.. but THANKS ANYWAY! <3

1 |Do you like what I'm becoming? | Hurt myself today

booooop [08 Mar 2007|08:13pm]

[ mood | back hurts!!! ]

[ music | on the phone with TJEH! ]

i stole this from TJEHHHH... you dont have to fill this out .. but it would be greatly appreciated!... even though hardly any of you know me well enough...anymore at least.. YEAH... have funnnnnnnnn <3

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Hurt myself today

GAH [08 Mar 2007|06:25pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | The Used - All That I've Got ]

I HAVENT BEEN HERE IN FOREVER! how is everyone thats stilll my friend on here????

GAH i love you alllll!

soooooooooooo in some news...

i had a boyfriend for like a year and a couple weeks... nd then we broke up cause i didnt know what to do and he was like well part of my wants to break up and part of me wants to go on a breakkk. so im like ... no part of you wants to be together sooo. "i guess we'll break up then." and we did... on Feb 19th 2007. nice..right? welllllllllllllll after which... i thought he loved me cause if you knew him... he did certain things that were like... just loveable that we wouldnt normally do.. but i found out that he cheated on meh... with one of my friends. and i said best friends to him and he was like well jamie said that you two arent 'best friends' just friends. and to which i reply.. OH SO THAT MAKES IT OK? CAUSE WE AREN'T BEST FRIENDS?!? like GAH how stupid can you get....? he kissed her and shit and yeah..

now im like best BEST friends with this kid TJEH!!!<3 whom i adoreeeee a lot. hes so adorable. but i love this kid as a friend and it annoys meh when people whom I DONT KNOW go around to his ex and my friends "oh TJ and ANDREA are gonna go out soon. thats what i hear.." WELLLL ASSHOLES.... did you hear it from me or tj? NO SO SHUT THE FUCK UP! i knew my school was full of immaturity but GAH... using that great vine excuse pisses me off. and i know ONE kid whos spreading it and believe meeee.. IMA HIT EM!

hes goin down...

in essence, i have very little friends now at school cause most of them didnt tell me that jamie and jon kissed before we even broke up THEN went out not even a DAY after we broke up.... giving her his ring. HOW NICE... now i cant trust jon, jamie, jeanette, mary, nick. justin, chris, kristen(well i can cause she didnt really see me to tell me....), and brendan. all those people. are no longer trusted with very much.

tj, i would be lost without him.... he is the most awesomest guy a girl could everrr have as a bestest friend!!!!!<33
and his noises GAH HE MAKES THE FUNNIEST NOISES!!!! I LOVE THEM.. even when they piss off this girl lindsey.. its even funnier then. HAHA<3

get this for my surrealism art project. my teachers name is STERBA.. kay? but i refer to him as STERRRRRRRRRRRRRBAH!

im gonna do, a sorta brain lookin thing with a whole bunch of broken nerves with one still attacthed with STERRRRRRRRRRRBAH hanging onto it.

do you get it?

Hanging On My Last Nerve?

cause he is. he shot down SOOO MANY ideas cause they didnt have meaning behind it and they did he just couldnt understand it so i had to change it. so tjeh came up witht he idea of getting on your last nerve thing so i did that and was like.... MR. STERRRRBAH SHOULD BE HANGING FROM IT!!! GAH PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah and he approved.. i dont think he much likes me anymore but he approved it and now im onto actually drawing it out for him....

TADAHHH so yeha any questions you guys got for meeh? cause im outta stories.. well not really but im tired of typing sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. cause im on AIM and txting tooooo so im like... CARPOL TUNNEL!!!!! GAHH
(uh did i spell that shit right? im too lazy to look it up...) THANKS<333333333333333333333

luhv! buhbye<33333333

Hurt myself today

[24 May 2006|09:26pm]

[ mood | the worst anyone can feel ]

[ music | Nickelback - Savin' Me ]

See, some.. well maybe many people would say Jon isn't their type. But why is Jon my type? I don't know, to tell the truth. To me, he's great, he's cute, his eyes make his features sparkle. His hair.. is just another story, so I'll share it later on. Skinny boys are just hot, Jon is skinny and he's abs. (wonder why ^.-) He's tall, and strong no matter what he says, he can pick up Nick Cipolla.. I think he's strong. Wish he could carry me though. Don't know why, but that's something that I've never really had, someone picking me up. Though it's fun to pick him up. He wraps his legs around me like a little kid, he's so cute. He can make this little kid face too when he's laying on me, it's adorable. His eyes add to it so much. His eyes are so pretty. Okay, his hair. It's poofy. And fun.

Jon's persona is unbelievable. He is such a gentleman and an all around funny guy. I don't think I could ever really hate him.. for too long. No, I can't hate him, I could dislike him to an extreme sometimes.. but I could never really hate him no matter how bad I feel for how mad I am at him. He always makes me smile even when I'm mad. Sometimes I hate that, because I just want to be mad sometimes and he always does something to make me want to smile, often I can hold it back but other times I can't and then I get even more mad at him for making me smile. Stupid I know but it's his personality for when someones mad or upset, or the air is just uncomfortable he has to lighten the mood. He doesn't do it on purpose, he just does it. And I do love that about him. It's crazy, how he acts with me. I mean, I've seen movies as does everyone else and girls are always saying that that special nice guy doesn't really exsist and if he does, it's an act. Sorry girls, I found one. And he's true. And cute. And mine. He cooks for me and cares for me and I do believe he loves me. I'd hope so anyway because I'm pretty sure I love him. I thought I'd loved before but now with Jon I've noticed that it was just a lust; an infatuation. Jon is real, and true. I Love Jon with all My Heart and I will always for as long as I live Love Jon. I wish there was a way to really show Jon how much I love him but all I know to do is be with him for the rest of my life and just care for him as he does for me, and say I Love You everyday, because everyday I'll mean it truthfully and everyday I'll somehow love him for doing something else for me. He makes me smile, his eyes are beautiful and make my day when they look at me. Sorry that I hide my face sometimes but I'm intimidated by his eyes. They oerwhelm me sometimes. I know, that's stupid to say about someones' eyes but it's true. Well, half true. That is one reason why I hide my face, another is because I'm ashamed of whatever I did and don't think I should be looked at. I don't know... it's weird. But anyway, I Love Jon for always and forever. Through everything we could possibly go through, for best and for worst. As long as I am with Jon, I'll be able to handle whatever comes our way.

I Love You Jon.
For always.

*edit* may 24. 06 9:27pm

you may say you've failed... you can only fail if I am unwilling to compromise. You can only fail if I am stubborn and don't want to speak. I don't know what makes me not talk to you or say I love you or goodbye. I fucking love you jon. You may die when i dont say those words , any words.. but i die.... i die when you help me. it osunds stupid i know... i know. But it hurts. for some reason. it hurts to make you, or even when you volunteer, do things for me. Or make me feel better. I want to be with you forever because i need you. Its a healthy obsession trust me. Please god trust me. I trust you and please dont ever say i dont again because i do. if i didnt would i have done anything youve told me to do if i trusted you? we could have had some problems if i hadnt trusted you right?

i love you

and

i trust you

and

i adore you

and

i cant live without you

but i cant stop.
i cant stop being mean.. or mad at the people i love. i guess that movie was right.. people who come from bad relationshiped parents turn their relationships bad just out of instinct because something is just too good that they dont believe they are 'allowed' to have it.

and yes jon,

you are too good. ive never known anyone like you that wasnt true, that wasnt fake. there is only one jon and ive got him and i dont, under any circumtance, want to give you up. let it be because of my own actions, the actions of another, or our children. becuse we will have children..(just not yet)

we will live together

we will have a family together

we will love eachother everyday whether i ruin the day or you ruin the day or whomever ruins the day. I, Andrea, WILL Love You Forever With All My Heart and All My soul and All The Passion My Body Can Fathom.

I LOVE YOU JONATHAN MICHAEL VANDER MEULEN

FOREVER.

Hurt myself today

[31 Oct 2005|07:30pm]

[ mood | meh, YAY!! ]

[ music | AFI - Rabbits Are Roadkill On Route 37 ]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

the halloween tree pumpkins!!!!

i lurve halloween!!!!

halloween's Jack o'lanterns have a little story behind them, sooooo when i find it, i will make a post about it!

HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hurt myself today

[17 Aug 2005|12:42am]

[ mood | sick ]

[ music | AFI - Yurf Rendermein ]

~!EVERYONE PLEASE READ!~

There is a new worm infecting the internet. (like windows 2000, windows XP) Dont know if all computers will get it but yours might be safe. Microsoft has a patch you can download for this new worm. If you are not sure - dont recive any e-mails..like dont open them up but it might change because so far it travels through e-mails. It makes the computer shut down and reboot onver and over.you can go to microsoft.com and dl their patch thing for free to help you computer be protected.

watch your emails. not just windows 2000 or XP users but they are mostly in danger. so be carful guys.and download FOR FREE the microsoft patch.

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[01 May 2005|04:28pm]

[ mood | energetic ]

[ music | uhhh.. starsky and hutch...tv (sp?) ]

I AM DYING MY HAIR BROWN!!!!!!!!!!!! finally, no more blondess! this is soooo cool! im soo happy and my friends are going to be taking pictures on our field trip at Boston so there WILL be pictures of me when i get back!! wahooooooooo. and to luisa, cause i forgot what your LJ username is, today im sending your DVD to you. happy happy!! wahoooooooooo! i watched it so it all works fine, no skipps and yeah! okay yeah!!!!

im making this post public!!

SO ENTIRELY HAPPY!!

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